every me and every you

Its been awhile, i think since i've written, I've been really busy with drivers ed and by the way, i got a 97 on my final, yeah pretty sweet.So tonight we were suppose to go to katies but things got all weird because i guess scott is mad at andy, or something for hanging out with katie, w/e. So i was the only girl at matts and we watched friggin UFC. but they were originally gonna play halo2, now, wtf was i suppose to do while they play that, seeing as how i suck at it. but soo i wanted to go home early, give me and just some time alone to friggin talk like we used to and he pulled his usual bit and brought me inside and was like okay im gonna go back to matts to play halo, a game he owns, I feel like such shit right now because i feel like i got picked second over a friggin game. It just really sucks, and i didnt appreicated it and i told justin but he didnt really do anything about it. like always. and he still hasnt gotten me anything for our anniversary, im starting to soubt that he will, and its really gonna hurt my feelings, just like they were hurt for christmas. And i love that freakin kid soo much, he wouldnt even comprehend and i just feel like shit sometimes, like he'll get around to me when he has time. Thats how i feel . and im not gonna sugarcoat it because he might read it, i want him to, and i want him to feel bad, but i know he wont.